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Like Marriage? Seriously?

More like. less like… whats the fucking difference right?

 

the uecho mainframe became self aware on Tuesday, October 18, 2011 3:59 a. m.

iPROPHECY

3:25 a.m. ~ reloaded

i needed to break my vows… just to better understand my situation in life. i needed to step outside my mind and look down at us, at life, and all that it has to offer. the problem with me for the past one week was that i had stopped smiling… and i wasnt frowning either… i had a lot pent up inside but i wasnt crying either… a one week phase that i had to pull myself out of. with just a little help from my friends. yes my grace is gone. but i dont need to think. one more drink my grace is gone.

im not getting enough ‘me alone’ time to myself.

need to look for freelance setups that turned into companies in the far east.

i need to calm down. take time to smell the flowers. play it slow.

and if some mother fuckers parents turn around and say bad things about me or my family… i just wouldn’t like to associate myself with them.  the world is a very large place. and life is too short to hold grudges or be the grudge that someones been holding for a very long time.

i need to change my doctor and get back on track.

be who you are. say what you feel. because the people that mind don’t matter and the people who matter don’t mind.

 

It’s good to be alive

Thankyou Allah Mian…

My first Cinemagraph

3:25 a.m.

I sit here tonight to write… the household sleeps as does half the city of Karachi, Pakistan. A few days ago i turned thirty two. The new birth year brings with it new promises of hope, of joy and laughter. Of endless moments where i have to be a son(in law), brother(in law), husband and most importantly father. It’s a time to reflect upon the past and boldly go where no man has gone before; towards a future unknown.

It’s a juggling act; playing all these roles at the same time. An act that at times gets tiring. I wish sometimes that I could just disconnect from all that is around me and focus on the finer less worldly things inside my own mind.

I’m not an escapist or an ostrich. I just need time to sit in the mountains with some monks and listen to some singing bowls perhaps.

I wish that I could harness all the beauty, joy and happiness that Zoey, my two and something year old daughter brings into my daily life and put it in words to share with you. But words fail me. She has the power to move me to tears and lift me up out of the darkness that sometimes surrounds my senses in ways that only she can.

I wish I had the strength, courage and vision that Kanwal, my wife has. Afterall, she married me.

I pray to God to take care of me like He always has until the day He decides to meet me in person.

I’m not sure what the point of this blog post is. I just felt like sharing with you across the universe; my random thoughts I guess.

Till the next time,

Love and Peace,

Me.

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